It’s over. Done. Finished. And it pushed me farther than I’ve ever gone.
FRIDAY, APRIL20th
I arrived at the Embassy Suites around 3pm. On the road, I saw Participant Kevin and we caravanned for a while. I guess the official directions to the hotel were different than the route I know, but he trusted me enough to follow me on Hwy 156 to Castroville to Hwy 1 to Seaside. We got there with only one wrong turn…right by the hotel.
When I checked into my room on the top floor, I was initially excited. The ocean view was great! But there was a catch: it was so noisy, I thought the hotel HVAC unit was on top of my room! The whole reason I got a single room was to ensure that I got some sleep, so I wanted to see if I could change rooms.
Before I could look into it, there was supposed to be a short group ride at 3:45 to welcome everyone to the event. I kind of didn’t want to go because I just wanted to chill, but after seeing everyone and meeting some of my flex participants in person, I decided to dash up to my room to change. It was a fun ride, the weather was great and I’m glad I went.
When I got back, I went up to my noisy room, called the front desk, and was able to switch to another room. Great! But I had a flex participant who wasn’t staying at the hotel who wanted to come up and grab a shower before the evening’s inspiration dinner, so I was kind of in a bind. After waiting a few minutes, I called him to see where he was. He said he was hanging out with other TnTers, so I moved my stuff into my new room as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, I left my prescription sunglasses in the old, noisy room. ๐
Anyway, after the ride, we had our inspiration dinner at the hotel. We carbo-loaded (ate), hydrated (drank) and had a good time. Dennis gave us instructions for what would happen Saturday…beginning with meeting in the lobby at 5:15am! Then George gave us a little pep talk about the ride itself. And then, off we went to bed.
It was at this time that I learned that there was no way to get my sunglasses until Sunday. Apparently, housekeeping leaves and locks up the “lost and found” and NO ONE ELSE has a key. They would arrive at 7am, but since I was leaving by 5:30, that was no good. And by the time I got back the the hotel around 7:30pm, they had left for the night. Long story short, I never got my sunglasses back. I hope whoever has them has the same prescription as I do, otherwise, they won’t be much good to them.
SATURDAY, APRIL 21st
I got up and got ready on time for a change. We carpooled to the race track and I thought I was totally prepared. I wasn’t, but it was okay. The only thing I really forgot was to pump up my tires and they had a mechanics truck set up at the start/finish line. So, I was good to go.
The one thing that was really messed up was the weather. We had trained all winter in the cold and rain and it was going to be sunny and hot! So, I slathered on some sunscreen, but I didn’t wear enough. I thought I’d wear arm warmers so I could remove them when it warmed up, but by the time we got to the staging area, it was already too warm for them. So, I had my vest tucked into itself and strapped around my waist as a fanny pack and my arm warmers tucked into my jersey pocket. Fortunately, I gave my base layer to Dennis. I had a feeling I wouldn’t be needing it and as it turned out, I didn’t need the vest, either.
The start was pushed back from 7am (as posted on the website) to 7:30, so we had a lot of time to kill. Then, we got underway.
We started slowly to get a feel for the group. There was a pace car for some reason and it wasn’t an issue until we descended a steep hill that ended with a steeper uphill. The pace car kept everyone from going fast enough to carry any momentum up the other side, plus, it created a potentially dangerous bottleneck situation at the bottom of the hill. But no one in our group had any problems, so all’s well, I guess.
The first section of the ride is flat and fast, so we tried to keep up a fast pace and covered the first 40 miles in 3 hours. Shortly after that, we started the first big climb of the day: a slow, grinding, 10-mile climb that culminates with a steep pitch at the top. We also discovered that the temperatures had hit triple digits! I passed a guy who was resting under a tree and he said his thermometer registered 106 degrees. Ouch. I knew it was hot and was concerned about cramping and bonking and all of the other, potential heat-related issues, so I slowed down and decided to rest when I saw my heart rate go too high or when I felt like I was getting too hot. It slowed me down a lot, but I figured that was better than burning out, getting heat stroke or whatever else could’ve happened.
Just before the steepest part of the climb, there was a SAG truck handing out water. I still had 3/4 of a water bottle, but the guy REALLY suggested that it would be a good idea to take more, so I did. It was a good thing because I probably would have run out of water without it.
I don’t think I’ve ever ridden in the kind of heat we were experiencing, and by the looks of the other riders at the rest stop atop that climb, I wasn’t alone. Unfortunately, when I got to the top, I learned that Michelle’s knee blew out and she couldn’t continue. She has had chronic knee problems and always managed to keep them under control, but this time, there was just too much climbing and she couldn’t keep her cadence high enough to prevent re-injuring it.
The next part of the ride was mostly downhill and since we were on the ocean side of the mountain, there were more trees providing shade and the temperature was a little cooler. All this combined to help restore my energy a little.
Then we got to the rest stop before Laureles Grade. It was at the Laureles Lodge, by the pool. Seeing that pool after being so hot for so long, I had visions of jumping in. But I knew that if I took my shoes off, they weren’t going back on, so I just refilled my water bottles, grabbed some food and rested. We caught Megan, Evan and Samy here (they were first to reach the top of the first climb, so George sent them ahead while Carmen and I rode with him). They split shortly after we arrived.
When we left, Carmen was pretty excited because she knew the area really well. She lived nearby for a long time and pointed out local landmarks. Then we hit the grade.
The first climb of the day was a long “Cat 2” climb (1 is highest, 5 is lowest and if it’s harder than a 1, it’s rated HC which roughly translates to “beyond classification”). Laureles grade is also a Cat 2, but it starts around the 85th mile! I had to stop several times to rest and drink. It was grueling, but when I got to the top, I took some pictures while waiting for George and Carmen. When George appeared, he said Carmen jumped on the SAG vehicle. I don’t know where she got dropped off, but we continued without her, hoping to find her along the way.
The descent down Laureles Grade would’ve been fun if I had my wits about me. But I was so tired, I decided to take it very easy down the steep pitches. Still, one time, I looked down at my speedo and saw 46 MPH. So I was going pretty fast at times.
The rest of the route takes you from the front entrance to Laguna Seca around to the side entrance. Seeing the sign “Laguna Seca Raceway 1/4 mi” got me really excited and we rode as fast as we could. But we still had to go around to the other side and climb back into the raceway. It was awful! Imagine a never-ending staircase. We’d climb one steep hill and hope that it was the last, but there was always another one behind it! I was miserable!
There were times on Laureles Grade that I started “talking to myself.” “Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad idea to SAG out?” “No, you have to keep going. You can’t quit.” “Well, it’s freakin’ hot and a lot of other people have sagged out?” “NO, KEEP GOING!”
And so it went, off and on, until I hit the top.
The conversation got more one-sided when I got to Laguna Seca. “JUST! KEEP! GOING! YOU! CAN! DO! THIS!!!” I thought of all the people who have blood cancers and all the pain and suffering they have to endure just to have a chance to get healthy again. I thought of our honorees, who put their handprints on the backs out our jerseys, so when we felt like we couldn’t go on, we would know that they are behind us giving us a spiritual shove. I thought about “Shrimp” Louie Bonpua, whose accomplishments after being diagnosed continue to inspire thousands, including me.
I hit my breaking point. And then I pushed through it.
At some point on the raceway grounds, George told me “this is the last hill.” He was, of course, wrong. At that point, I decided that I wasn’t going to think about where the last hill was until I crossed the finish line. But when we were going up the umpteenth hill, we passed a runner going the other way. He was cheering us on and told me, “Just a little farther, this is the last hill.” For some reason, I believed him. And he was right. I mean, we had entered the parking area. The end was in sight, but heck, Laguna Seca is a bumpy place, so even though that was the last hill, it wasn’t downhill all the way. But we were there!
As I followed the signs, I saw the fast team walking the other way, cheering me on. They also told me I was going the wrong way, but I could see the finish line and decided to just cross it.
I looked at the course at the start of the season and I figured it would take me 10 hours to finish. I finished in 9 hours and 52 minutes.
After finishing, I was completely, physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. I was already on the verge of tears when my teammate Samy, who finished several minutes ahead of me, told me about his son’s friend. This teenager was two weeks from the end of his chemo and thought he couldn’t continue. But he found the strength to complete his treatment. Earlier this week, Samy had just gotten word that his Hodgkin’s Lymphoma was gone and he was in remission. That did it. I cried behind my non-prescription backup pair of sunglasses and poured water over my head to mask the tears.
I posted a profanity-laden message about the ride experience on Facebook right after I got to my hotel room. It had gone viral among my fellow participants before we’d even gotten to the celebration dinner:
This f***ing ride was literally the hardest thing I’ve ever done. We trained in the cold and rain all winter and it was over 100 degrees today. WTF? We also had stiff headwinds for at least 40 of the 96 miles. And it finished with a big f***ing climb. Sorry for all the f-bombs, but this f***ing ride deserved every single f***ing one of them!
A deep, sincere, non-profanity-laced thank you to all who supported me in this endeavor. Your well wishes kept me going long past the breaking point.
The celebration dinner was really subdued, probably because everyone was too tired. I brought a bottle of nice scotch, but really didn’t feel like drinking. I was THAT tired. But we had a nice celebration dinner and many friendships were sealed that night. I know that not everyone will come back, but I hope they all do.
SUNDAY, APRIL 22nd
We wrapped up Sunday with a little breakfast for those who stayed at the team hotel (it was free for us!) and said our goodbyes. We will have an after-season party at some point, but poor Dennis has earned some time away from running TWO teams. For a few days, he can concentrate on his normal LLS duties and managing the Iron Team.
I am looking forward to joining the run team and doing the San Jose Rock and Roll Half-Marathon in the fall. I think the change of pace will do me some good and keep me exercising through the summer. Then, in the winter, I will join the “spring” cycle team. This is my second event, but the first one where I was well and truly challenged. It felt horrible during the event, but feels great to know that I am capable of doing more than I thought I could. Last, but not least, here is my GPS route. I got a low-battery warning near the start of Laureles Grade, but thankfully, the thing lasted long enough to get me through to the end. And thankfully, *I* lasted long enough, too ๐